Read Mark 14:32-42
ALSO IN SCRIPTURE
“This is all the more urgent, for you know how late it is; time is running out. Wake up, for our salvation is nearer now than when we first believed.” (Romans 13:11 NLT)
Altars reveal what we worship. Some are obvious—raised platforms of stone and flame. Others are quieter, constructed in systems, reputations, loyalties, and assumptions. Lent is a season of holy examination. It calls us to look closely at what we have built, what we defend, and what we trust. In this series, we conduct an audit—not of budgets or buildings, but of allegiances. Lent strips away every false altar until only Christ remains.

Part 12: The Altar of Delay. There is a moment when faith stops being theoretical. There is a moment when belief becomes costly, when following Christ is no longer about agreement but obedience. Gethsemane is that moment.
Jesus does not ask for something dramatic or public. There is no crowd, no miracle, no spectacle. The request is simple: stay here, keep watch, and pray. It is quiet, immediate, and personal. And they cannot do it.
This is not betrayal—not yet. It is not denial—not yet. It is something quieter and far more familiar: delay. Delay is the refusal—or inability—to step into obedience when it becomes real.
“Could you not watch with me one hour?” The question is not about perfection. It is about readiness. Because delay rarely feels like rejection. It feels reasonable. Temporary. Understandable. “Just a moment.” “Not yet.” “Soon.”
But in Gethsemane, delay has weight. While they sleep, the moment passes. While they hesitate, the path unfolds without them. What could have been faithfulness becomes absence.
Do we have a faith of obedient trust, or a faith of complacency?
This tension is not new. It has always existed in the life of the Church, often in ways that are far less obvious than outright rejection.
Consider Constantine. Not villain, not hero—somewhere in between, and at times undeniably both. A ruler who reshaped the Church’s place in the world, aligned imperial power with Christianity, and altered history in ways we still live with. And yet, he was not baptized until near the end of his life.
Why? We do not fully know. Some point to political calculation. Others to a gradual movement toward belief. Still others suggest he delayed because early Christians took baptism seriously, recognizing the weight of life after it. What we can say is that his story is not simple.
Because marrying Christ to empire was never Christ’s aim. Christ did not seek power, nor build through domination, nor secure allegiance through force or favor. Many Christians recognized this and rejected that alignment outright, often at great personal cost.
So whatever Constantine believed by the end of his life, his story carries a tension we cannot ignore. He moved the faith forward publicly while his own personal step of obedience came later.
That tension should feel familiar.
We do not often deny Christ outright. We align ourselves with Christ. We show up. We speak the language of faith. We build systems, communities, and identities around belief.
But when obedience becomes costly, we hesitate. We delay. We tell ourselves we will get there.
Romans speaks directly into this: “Wake up, for our salvation is nearer now than when we first believed.” There is an urgency to faith that delay resists. Not because God is impatient, but because moments of obedience are not indefinite. They come, and they pass.
The altar of delay is subtle. It does not demand that we reject Christ. It only asks that we wait. That we postpone. That we choose a more convenient moment.
But faith is not formed in convenience. It is formed in response.
And the longer we delay, the easier it becomes to believe that “later” is still faithful.
In Gethsemane, the disciples slept through the moment that mattered. Not because they did not care, but because they were not ready when it counted.
The same danger remains.
Christ still calls. Not always loudly. Not always publicly. Often in quiet moments that require immediate trust. The question is not whether we believe. The question is whether we will respond when obedience becomes real.
THOUGHT OF THE DAY
Delay is not neutral; it quietly reshapes obedience into absence.PRAYER
God, wake me from the places where I have grown comfortable in delay. Give me the courage to respond when obedience is required, not when it is convenient. Form in me a faith that trusts you enough to act when the moment comes. Amen.
Devotion written by Rev. Todd R. Lattig with the assistance of ChatGPT (OpenAI).
